A magic night. Why I’m going sober for the rest of my chemo treatments. And how much should I push myself to write–during months that could be among my last? Plus, a comic strip from Rowena!
Ed, I am moved by this and also I love the humor. So important! I commiserate regarding the necessity for avoiding alcohol, because as much as I love the feeling of it, lately every time I start to take a drink, my body gives me this message, stop! And sometimes I drink anyway, and then I feel horrible the next day. I realize it’s different because I’m not doing chemo, but I just wanted to give you a message that you’re not alone in having to avoid the bad effects of this appealing substance.
Also a vote of confidence in only writing as much or as often as it feels right. This is your year of healing, rest, and taking in. It can be hard to receive, but this is the time for you to receive the love and the space and time for rest.
I'm sorry your second round of chemo is hitting you so much harder. Remember when Nana had cancer and she had all those cans of near beer. I wonder if she was experiencing a similiar conflict that you are feeling.
Ed and Rowena- I feel so touched my your writing, Ed, and by your artwork Rowena! What I am always left with, whenever I’ve had any kind of contact with y’all, is the depth of love and humanity you each embody. I feel the sacredness of everyday life, the pain and the fun, and surrounding it all your love for one another and for life. Thank you for sharing windows into your journey together. You are beautiful.
My, Sydney. What a beautiful note. Thank you. Backatcha on the love, humanity--along with generosity--that you convey. Look forward to connecting in person again one day!
Love the dad joke, Mark! Wasn't sure people would pick up on Rowena’s subtle placement of that ridiculousnessly named device-truly f***'s you up! Thanks for the kind words. And for asking about the productivity-focused part. I am calming that part of Mr by appreciating the flow I feel and the wonderful feedback I'm getting. As Rowena has put it, "I'd rather affect people more than affect more people."
The litany of substances you ingested that fateful night is hilarious. In spite of the dire consequences, what a memorable night! L’chaim!
"Alcohol and chemo don't mix...." Live, Liver, Live!
Double entendre!!! How do you say in 8 words what takes more 1000+? Dak lives.
Dad joke warning: Well, no wonder with a 5FU pump in the process. Maybe ask if you can have 10KG (for kindness and generosity) next time?
Your blogs and courage continue to be inspiring, and perspective-opening.
And for any performance-related parts, are they noticing not just quantity of output, but quality? This is amazing work, Ed.
Ed, I am moved by this and also I love the humor. So important! I commiserate regarding the necessity for avoiding alcohol, because as much as I love the feeling of it, lately every time I start to take a drink, my body gives me this message, stop! And sometimes I drink anyway, and then I feel horrible the next day. I realize it’s different because I’m not doing chemo, but I just wanted to give you a message that you’re not alone in having to avoid the bad effects of this appealing substance.
Also a vote of confidence in only writing as much or as often as it feels right. This is your year of healing, rest, and taking in. It can be hard to receive, but this is the time for you to receive the love and the space and time for rest.
Thx for all this, Susie. Amd it helps to hear I'm not alone in rethinking alcohol--including your incredible Nregronis!
Thx also for your vote of confidence. Am trying to keep that focus on healing and rest front and center. XoBomb
I'm sorry your second round of chemo is hitting you so much harder. Remember when Nana had cancer and she had all those cans of near beer. I wonder if she was experiencing a similiar conflict that you are feeling.
Ed and Rowena- I feel so touched my your writing, Ed, and by your artwork Rowena! What I am always left with, whenever I’ve had any kind of contact with y’all, is the depth of love and humanity you each embody. I feel the sacredness of everyday life, the pain and the fun, and surrounding it all your love for one another and for life. Thank you for sharing windows into your journey together. You are beautiful.
Sydney
My, Sydney. What a beautiful note. Thank you. Backatcha on the love, humanity--along with generosity--that you convey. Look forward to connecting in person again one day!
Love the dad joke, Mark! Wasn't sure people would pick up on Rowena’s subtle placement of that ridiculousnessly named device-truly f***'s you up! Thanks for the kind words. And for asking about the productivity-focused part. I am calming that part of Mr by appreciating the flow I feel and the wonderful feedback I'm getting. As Rowena has put it, "I'd rather affect people more than affect more people."